Feels like HELL!

ugh, so many things have gone wrong 1st quarter, for starters my grades, then peers, ugh. i dont know what to do anymore:( hay....i really need to get my head straight this quarter. its been like hell for me, i have to catch up with so many lessons, i gotta constantly do things. i love being busy and all, but this is just too much! and i cant do anything when ive got something on my mind, and i cant even let it out, i guess i just have to suck it up and move on, even if it means hurting myself.what they said was true, third year is the hardest and i will focus, once i finally accept some things and move on, but how long will that be? oh well, just have to take it as it comes.